You didn't come here to see how I am. You came here to see how you were, because you know in your heart what you did you want to make sure you're okay. What you came here for was closure. And there is not a chance you are getting that from me. I'm not gonna say I understand, I'm not gonna sympathize with you and tell you how hard it must be for you. But you wanna know how I am?! I am horrible! I am ripped apart! And not because I lost you, but because... if it had been me... I would have waited.