The grief of a pet, it just kills your mood. You lose a friend and every time you see videos of them, you just remember the moments and you just wish you could hold them. Even if you had only had the pet for a month, it just kills you every time you think of them. If your pet didn't die of natural causes, I am truly sorry. If you have a pet right now, love them.
I lost my cat yesterday to natural causes, she was a stray for years before we found her, we only got to have her for 2 years, she was 12. She was much older than we thought, but we have one of her babies who looks exactly like her and makes the same trill noises, i feel so blessed we got even that long with her. I hope any of you experiencing this as well, you're doing okay. I'll miss her for the rest of my life.